The fascination
This is very awkward but I finally found the fascination
All of my loves combined in revelation
It is the face
My heart does race
Infini Entendre is all that can describe that face
I expand beyond all proportions
Aright all of life's small distortions
It is the voice
There is no choice
My every cell vibrates to that voice
I've often thought that I should be ashamed
For loving so a woman I don't know
And for so many other reasons
But, now I find it is the soul so aimed
At me; For that une autre vie is the only show
For all of the seasons
There is no choice
I am aligned and in tune
You create my existence
I will have une autre vie
For so many reasons
It is refined, Maybe June
There is no resistance
I will create une autre vie
For all the seasons
You are, of course, correct; no more dreaming; we both deserve the real thing. A life of sighs. It's been a long time coming.
Maybe not my favorite poem but surely my favorite thoughts. They are accurate.
It is so far from my favorite poetry that I will probably be driven to rewrite it forever. At least I know I expressed most of what I meant to address. Though, because of one word, one reality (infini), I can never express it fully. Not in this life, at least.
Oh, by the way, we will learn guitar and piano next life thoroughly. When it counts.
It's really, really a horrible poem. Since, I have found so many other ways in which you are a Kaleidoscope I had to start a list.