"Numinous"

The numinous

As the numinous began to stir

I raised  my eyes to fondest sight of Her

And heart began to rise

In sensing of Her precious love

From up above in thoughts thereof

She graced my loving Skies

To guide me on from dusk to dawn

To lay the song upon the lawn

And watch as weeping dries

No slightest doubt, no  shorter route

With heart devout and feelings stout

I listened for the drum

I'll follow it for all my days

Through wickets wired to feel the craze

Upon our hearts, I strum

Ah, it's good to feel release

These loving arms will never cease

As empty as may be

To fill the arms, the final goal

The honest heart with loving role

A goal that keeps me free

To love You 'cross so many lives

Sends me, long, on deepest dives

While heart's in apogee

Defining life is still to come

The loving felt upon the drum

Of loving hearts set free

You are my intention

With life in abstention

I'll love you through all of the night

Until it is I love you right

I just can't quit writing.  You are my muse and so much more than that across all lives.

Slight update.  I think I'm finished.

I feel like I hear a voice saying, "I win!  Life is misery!!!"  I just hope that voice is not you and that it is wrong.  I haven't given up the challenge.  I've just declared a change of venue.