"I have loved"

I have loved

I find it oh, so, interesting indeed

That I no longer have desire to plead

I have loved in colours bright

No darkness to impede the light

The loving shared would have been nice

But, love imparted will suffice

It blossomed in my heart and never left

Amidst the doubt and questions, rendered deft

As all the facets were defined

The depths of love became refined

The ache remained, but focus was in shards

As split between two loves was in the cards

The love of one whom Gaia has bestowed

With so much more; a blessing and a load

The other was the loving of a race

Remaining in a past they must replace

 

I cannot be letdown, nor badly treated

The love is whole, its confidence is seated

In certainty, remaining undefeated

I hope one day, one life, it is completed

The devastating fact is that the love was never shared

Enough? for time in which this love can never be compared

It was missing the last two lines for the longest time.